No more...

I wish you could see me now, I wish I could show you how, I'm not who I was...

I used to be mad at you, a little on the hurt side too, but I'm not who I was...

I write about love and such, probably cause I want it so much, but I'm not who I was...

-Brandon Heath, "I'm Not Who I Was"

This makes me think of my last post, and how I said everyone was changing, and I'm adding to it, in the sense that I, myself, am changing too, along with all the others I mentioned.

I AM TIRED OF GIVING SECOND CHANCES. NO MORE.

That's right, I'm sick of always giving out second and third and fourth chances... They are a waste of my time, because then I will end up giving just one more everytime. So I'm standing for something, and it's doing whats right, and if that means losing someone near and dear, then so be it. I'm not going to give into people so easily and I'm not going to let them walk on me. No more pushover, no more backing down, and no more not saying what I meant to. It's all gone starting now, and it's not going to end. And I AM hurt, by all your stupid choices and mistakes that you have repeated over an over, and your "new" attitude: it doesn't involve me anymore. Period.